It’s not the jetlag. It’s not the alarm clock. It’s the anticipation… the nervous energy that won’t let me continue with my fitful sleep in our Bangkok flat. Only the glow of the laptop illuminates the room. I’m a nervous ball of energy, sleeping is beyond me now.
Even if the equipment arrives today as promised there is the small issue of clearing customs, delivery from the airport to our facility… as well as that small matter of getting heavy pieces of machinery to our second story space. I’ve moved many of my friends into tiny 5th floor walk up apartments in Manhattan, but I think today will make that look like a walk in the park.
These are just a few of the challenges that lie ahead of us today. Challenges abound this first month on the ground. What we are attempting to do is not easy. We are attempting to build a successful fashion brand driven by broken women, financed by a committed group of supporters cutting $10 and $20 checks, with time, distance and language barriers impeding communication and workflow… not to mention, none of us has ever run a fashion brand before. Any way you look at it, this really is just an absurd idea.
I try to take comfort in an Albert Einstein quote, “If at first the idea is not absurd, then there is no hope for it.”
Today is the day that absurd idea comes to life. Or today is the day that the plan falls apart. I don’t know how today will go, but I’m glad I have a talented team around me to figure out how to make this absurd idea happen.
Right now, I think the best thing I can do is go for a run to burn off some of this nervous energy.
Diary of a Social Entrepreneur. This is the second post in a series of posts giving a first hand account of the challenges and realities of launching a social enterprise. Kyle Westaway is on the ground in Bangkok launching Biographe – a sustainable style brand that employs and empowers survivors of the commercial trade in Southeast Asia.
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